Tuesday, August 22, 2017
This morning I was returning to the house after replenishing the seeds in our bird feeders and as I was entering the house I felt a strong sense of an urge to stay outside, bless the plants in our yard, be present and express gratitude. It was a glorious connection to the morning and the spiritual zone around our house. I was reminded of the words that Walsch attributed to God; "I tell you, I am in every flower, every rainbow, every star in the heavens, and everything in and on every planet rotating around every star. I am the whisper of the wind, the warmth of your sun, the incredible individuality and the extraordinary perfection of each snowflake. I am the majesty in the soaring flight of eagles, and the innocence of the doe in the field; the courage of lions, the wisdom of the ancient ones."
Monday, August 21, 2017
Thomas Dubay, S. M. comments that "A mystical touch is a deep, intimate contact-union-experience of God in one of His attributes such as power, light, goodness, beauty, or joy." I experience that feeling most nights when I get up to pray and meditate and also during my service work in the daytime. That contact requires intent, focus, listening and little attachment to worldly things. I still enjoy the antics of the fledgling birds in our yard and fussing with our plants and gardens but have little interest in money, power or prestige. I find this to be an interesting and very fulfilling way to live.
Sunday, August 20, 2017
Today at the Friend’s meeting, using my intent, I went to each individual to remove any negative tendencies, similar to my work with spirits. Next, much as I describe in my book and again using my intent, I went to each individual and beamed love and well-being at them. My wife, one of the recipients, tells me I was successful. A bit later she and I had a very good connection and talk with her mother. All in all it has been a very active and fulfilling day. "It [inner silence] is to establish an inner peace, an inner harmony, which will allow us authentically to contribute to the establishment of an outer peace and an outer harmony in the world at large." (Seeger)
Saturday, August 19, 2017
My sense is that Maria, my wife, and I have created a "zone" of love, spirit, service, healing and well-being on and immediately surrounding this property. Today while doing my morning ceremony and mowing the front lawn I could feel it. The plants and animals on our property seem to sense it too, and do well accordingly. My wife and I treat this property as sacred and attempt to act in accordance with the zone. In the words of Patricia Loring "We can cultivate an environment among us which will foster one another’s spiritual growth by directing and redirecting intention and attention to God; by discouraging what draws us away; by loving support for each other in the vicissitudes of our utterly human lives; by respecting and cherishing the uniqueness of each life."
Friday, August 18, 2017
Today I had the last of three MRIs done for the medical people I deal with and I was very aware of the clash between their world view and mine. I had the MRIs done on the recommendation of my most recent neurologist who wants to re-diagnose me since my current condition does not fit with my existing diagnosis of cerebellar degeneration, especially since my condition has not gotten progressively worse. There is a very strong effort to fit my condition into some known and well defined category. The clash comes in because I am quite comfortable living with the "unknown and unknowable". My world is not neat and well defined - and I am good with that. Understanding is not required.
Wednesday, August 16, 2017
During my daily activities I regularly encounter a loving, creative and very powerful force which I have come to know as God. I sense this force, presence or power while meditating, doing my healing work, working in the garden and exercising. It’s always there and all around us - we just have to be open to it, a wonderful thing. As Elaine Pagels says "Yet I sometimes encountered, in churches and elsewhere—in the presence of a venerable Buddhist monk, in the cantor’s singing at a bar mitzvah, and on mountain hikes—something compelling, powerful, even terrifying that I could not ignore, and I had come to see that, besides belief, Christianity involves practice—and paths toward transformation."
Tuesday, August 15, 2017
Tonight I was looking over yesterday’s blog entry and I kept thinking of another comment by Patricia Loring, that "To undertake to live a discerned life, to endeavor daily to be attuned to authentic movements of the Spirit leading us into greater fullness of life, is a strenuous undertaking." Today I am exploring what the next step I should take is. I do that through a lot of contemplation and meditation – quiet time – mixed with periods of simple activities like shopping, cooking and exercising. I try not to place any sort of judgement on what comes up and to just stay open. When I write that it sounds easy but it is not, it requires a good deal of clarity and non-attachment.
Monday, August 14, 2017
Today I met with two other people at an assisted living facility for a "wellness and spiritual support group". It was a wonderful, loving and supportive experience for all of us. I was primarily in the role of support based on my own experience, but in the role of a "giver" I also receive. My, very human, hope is that this sort of activity will continue and expand - We shall see. I have to remember that I am not in charge! "It requires even more discernment to discover whether the ministry called for from a particular individual in a particular instance requires prophetic speech, humble and hidden activities, bold and dramatic action, professional service or some ,novel and previously unimagined course." (Patricia Loring)
Sunday, August 13, 2017
I lead a peaceful life of loving service along with many other activities that support me and my efforts. I spend a lot of time each day maintaining the inner silence that my life requires in the hope that what I do has a positive impact on the world. In the words of Seeger "It [inner silence] is to establish an inner peace, an inner harmony, which will allow us authentically to contribute to the establishment of an outer peace and an outer harmony in the world at large." He goes on to write "For after all the beautiful and simple words have been spoken, it is still the pattern of that Life which compels attention: its obscure and humble birth; its education in poverty; its temptation, mortification, and solitude; its acts of compassion and service; its desolation at moments of apparent abandonment of the Divine; its painful death of the self; and its final absorption into the Source."
Saturday, August 12, 2017
I have been reading the paper (minimally since most of what goes on is none of my business) and experiencing the passing ups and downs of life. I am very aware that people are wrapped up in their distractions, that many people are harming themselves and each other and that we are harming this planet, our home, for short term gain. I am also aware that the problems I just mentioned are part of the growth process and very short in duration. I can feel and know the ultimate reality of love and that everything is perfect in its imperfection. "Love is the only absolute reality, which never changes and never dies. Dwelling in that which does not change, while things around us are changing all the time, is our key to inner peace." (Williamson)