A pleasant day with an overriding feeling of things coming to a close or changing. I feel some discomfort because of things changing, together with a desire to be present and go with the flow. The day began with a series of staff and clinical meetings at the treatment center where I get many of my referrals. Following that, I had lunch with a friend and he drove me down to Oak Creek Village and a visit with the healer I have been going to. As usual, it was a two hour session, and, on this occasion, I found it invigorating and energizing (sometimes I feel like I’ve been hit by a truck). My friend and I had good conversation and a good connection on the way down and back. Nothing particularly earthshaking.
I was with the treatment center a little more than two years ago, when it first began. It keeps changing and growing and I try to be alert to the changes and to then change with it. Recently another clinician came on board and he has some ideas about firming up the role of clinicians at the treatment center. He is questioning our procedures and recommending some changes. There are also three clinicians now, instead of just me. I need to step aside a bit, become part of a group and allow the flow of change.
The healer that I have been going to commented that he has now done just about all he can do, so that will come to a close soon. I have been doing my own healing work and plan to continue. The two of us, together, have made a lot of progress, but I am not done with my part. The brain is slow to respond, but continues, just not as fast as I would like.