Being A Tool

Normally, the day after a family weekend, like today, I feel emotionally drained and in need of a lot of self-care.  Today, I just felt very spiritually connected and energized all day.  As usual, the feeling of being connected was very enjoyable and almost manic.  One of the comments I made to Maria is that when I am strongly connected it is like my self-will just dissolves and goes away, a strange feeling.  I am just a tool and good with that.