Trusting The Process

I am not in charge of outcomes, only the actions that I perform.  There is a loving force or power, which I call God, in the universe that takes care of outcomes, they are beyond me.  In the event that I act lovingly, which is my choice and responsibility, things work out smoothly and harmoniously, increasing the integrity of the Universe.  If I choose otherwise there is generally a feeling of tension and often negative consequences.  I was actually aggravated when I realized how much time and energy I had wasted by trying to force outcomes.  After all, I certainly knew what the best outcomes were!