Guidance

  For my typical decision making process I quiet my mind through some sort of meditative activity, like gardening or sitting on a rock in the woods, ask for guidance and listen, while also  considering various alternatives and seeing how they feel.  I am searching for the alternative which feels “right”.  For many daily tasks I do not get a strong response and I generally assume that my choice makes little difference.  In some cases, like moving out west or back east, I get a strong feeling of rightness and I always make that choice.  It is notable that in the two cases I mention I was told emphatically and repeatedly not to move while my choice, was to follow guidance and move.

Love

  I have been thinking about the feeling of love/peace/well-being that I felt so strongly during my near-death-experience in 2006.  I was told that “this is what it feel like to be dead” and the feeling of love was much stronger than I have encountered in the earthly realm.  During the experience I was also told “You can stay here or go back and be of service”.  I chose to come back to my earthly life because of that love.  I knew that I was coming back to an uncooperative body but I also knew that I could be part of that love by spreading it, by being of service.  I came back because I would do anything to be part of that love