Understanding Is Not Required

This was another busy day and during my morning meditation I, again, made it quite clear that I would need guidance and support, especially since I only got a few hours of sleep (plus a bit over two hours of deep meditation/zoning).  I slept quite well, though for a short time, waking without an alarm and feeling quite energized.  I did not realize that I was still being “Higher Powered” until that assistance left me this evening.  When the power left me all of a sudden I felt like I had been hit by a truck and just went to bed and slept a bit longer.  This life is strange!

Guidance & Support

Busy day.  During my morning meditation, I made it quite clear that I needed support and guidance in order to carry out my activities for the day and I got it.  I had several clients and received very precise instructions and guidance for working with each.  It was one of those days when I felt like I was acting in partnership with God and the results were quite remarkable.  In one case, I made it clear to my client that I was just doing what I was told, which he was used to, so he just felt amused, understanding and appreciative.  One of my other, newer clients exclaimed “this is weird” since it was obvious that I had prepared ahead of time, knowing the things he would talk about.  I just responded “no, it’s not”.  Overall, it was a very good day.

Healing

Today, I went to see and get worked on by the medical intuitive I have been going to monthly.  He uses his hands and intent to promote healing, primarily in my brain and jaw.  He expressed some frustration over the fact that I still have problems with my speech and jaw coordination, and I have to admit that I am impatient also.  However, as I noted later today, my walking, coordination, strength, jaw control and general mental clarity have all improved over the last few years, in spite of the prediction of doctors, so it could be a lot worse.  Being grateful rather than impatient feels like a better approach.

My Role

My role in life right now is clear; to spread the message of love and God I have been given, while continuing to “be the change I would like to see in the world”.  Previously, I have had my doubts about being able to pull that off without falling into the many ego traps within “money, power and prestige”.  For today I am past those doubts, quite a relief.  I will continue to ask for guidance and support, while doing my best, very simple.

Unconditional Love

At the Friend’s meeting two days ago I commented that it is not possible for any of us to turn our backs on God.  I later made the comment that I had certainly tried.  It is clear to me that God will accept whatever we do without judgment and still love us.  That feeling has been communicated to me directly and is my understanding of unconditional love.  I now carry that feeling with me and pass it on, every chance I get.  In the event that someone verbally attacks me or accuses me of  lying, I do not judge them or lash out at them.  What they say or do does not alter reality.

Guidance

This morning I reached out to another struggling person, a potential connection.  I also spent some time sitting with an injured pigeon, another connection.  Each interaction was very loving, fulfilling and selfless.  No thought was involved, just, what seemed to be, right action.  In the process, they each request of me that I be more than I am alone, without the guidance and support I get from the power or force that I call God.

Connecttion

Yesterday an injured pigeon decided to spend the night perched on a wheelbarrow just outside of our back door.  I was touched by the trust.  I also sent the pigeon healing energy as it settled in for the night.  Today, I sat with the pigeon for a while and sent it more healing.  I sprinkled bird seed nearby, as usual, and it ate and joined the other pigeons when they came to feed.  When they left, it stayed and returned to its perch on the wheelbarrow.  I am enjoying the connection.