Uncertainty

One of the expressions which I hear in my recovery meetings is “when one door closes, another one opens, but it’s hell in the hallway”.  The expression means that the process of growth & change in recovery involves moving from one set of activities or ideas to another set, but the uncertainty of the period of tine in between the activities (doors) is unpleasant.  To me, at present, it feels like I am permanently in the hallway   Everything feels transient, uncertain and I do not feel attached to anything.  The hallway also feels true, free and I enjoy it.