Perspective

It’s a bit strange for me to realize and describe, but today I have been very aware of two sides or parts of me. One, very human and vulnerable, part feels the loss, grief and fear associated with my coming move and career change very acutely. In fact when experiencing this part, I have physical signs of stress, headaches and trouble sleeping. On the other hand, the "God" or eternal, loving part of me is totally at peace, enjoys the outpouring of love on all sides and realizes this is a mere speck of time which, by itself, means next to nothing. At the same time I realize that, as a person, I am shifting toward the God part.