I am missing something in me and there is a lot going on in my life right now so it’s not surprising that I feel lost and confused. My mother-in-law just died and I was close to her so there is grief. I am also the executor (personal representative) of her will so there are legal requirements and rules I must follow. I filed her will and opened the estate yesterday— so I have begun the process, a big deal for me. I need quiet time in order to sort out my feelings and just to rest. I will rest. (Later) I needed that rest since I am dealing with challenging times. I also spent some quiet sorting time to get in touch with me. I am reminded that “emotions can’t hit a moving target” and I now feel much better.