In a human sense, I am in no way worthy of the numerous gifts or the support and guidance that I have received from the power or force I call God or love. It is quite clear that what myself and other humans view as unworthiness does not matter at all in an eternal sense. At present, my devotion is total and I will do anything I can to promote that power or force, activities and attitudes that clearly do matter. I have had a difficult life and have done a lot of negative and destructive things to myself and others, during many years of my being hurt, angry and confused. I still have a difficult life but am now devoted to being a positive force in this world.
