Back in 2006 I had my near-death-experience when I went to the “other side”, or was dead or near to death for however long it took During that time I experienced a feeling of intense Godly love and was told that “this is what it feels like to be dead”. I was then offered a chance to come back and “be of service” by spreading that love. Since then I have succeeded in transmitting that feeling to others, though only when it was “called for”, not as a result of my own effort. I also find that I can generate that same powerful, healing, loving feeling when I meditate deeply. I use that feeling for my own healing and continue to attempt transmission to the healing of others. It works for me and I am not dead yet so will keep trying!