My Shadow

There are two people in my life right now that I do not feel loving and supportive toward when they are not present and I am just thinking about them. However, when I am with them I am genuinely loving and supportive in my thoughts and actions towards them. When just thinking about them I judge them and want to control and correct there behavior. Pretty arrogant and part of me that I am not proud of — but at least I do not act on my negative feelings. On a good day, when those judgmental feelings arise I think "Ahh, there you are again!". "Loving the enemy within ourselves does not eliminate the enemy out there, but it can change our relationship with him." (A.B. Schmookler)