For the last several months I have been meditating/reflecting/contemplating in an effort to understand myself and the reality/world that I am living in. I want to have a good picture of who or what I am, what reality is and how to interact with it most effectively. During this period I was not inspired to write so I did not. I now feel inspired , so, for today, I am writing.
In some ways I am quite exceptional. I can and have done many things that others cannot do. I am also extremely bright and often see and understand this world differently than others. In other ways I am just “another bozo on the bus”. In some ways I am quite remarkable, in others totally ordinary and in others quite a mess. It is important for me to respect, admit and love all aspects and act accordingly. It is also important for me to realize that I am different and will be reacted to accordingly.
I have also concluded that reality is much larger and more complex than I previously thought, an understand which I hope to develop within coming entries. For now I will just comment that we and other species are constantly interacting with the unseen reality(s) all around us. The most definite conclusion I have made is that I do not understand what reality is, but that it is much more than I thought. “I know enough to know I do not know”.
