Today I am sad and grieving the loss of my mother-in-law so I do not feel particularly enlightened or enlightening! I have been waiting for whatever feelings to hit me so I was not surprised with the sadness and anger. Writing about them and talking of the feelings in a recovery meeting help. I also feel tired so I think I will rest and not do anything for now. I am totally convinced that she is now in a pleasant place but I will miss her living presence.
