Being Present

Tonight was an interesting mixture of feelings of gratitude for my emotional and spiritual condition and growth together with an acute awareness of my poor physical condition and outlook.  The simple fact is that they are inter-related, my emotional and spiritual growth is due, in part, to my activities around my poor physical condition.  I am well aware that my emotional and spiritual condition is enviable.  I also recall how bad my physical condition was in 1988 and, on the other hand, how difficult my condition is today.  Overall, it is an interesting mix of feelings.