Becoming

Maria and I began doing some work on our new house in preparation for moving in. She prepared one room for replacing the carpet with wood and I did some cleaning, primarily in the kitchen. The work we did was very grounding while I also dealt with the existential fear of becoming all I can be. I welcome the fear, feel it (very unpleasant) and eventually I will let it go, but I am not there yet. The words of Williamson come to mind; "Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us."